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  1. Rebel

    How Long Have You Been/Never Been In Prison?

    First of all thank you for the welcome! Thank you for sharing this first part it brought some nice fine tuning to my perspective of what’s going on in my life. That is the dream that truths will eventually be thoroughly studied. Google just makes that so hard as of now I’m noticing :(
  2. Rebel

    Hi to all,new members introduce your self

    This is officially my 2nd post. I posted in the prison thread for reasons that will become obvious if you read this dreadfully long text. I re-posted virtually the same text from that thread to this one because I wanted to most in the introductory too. Not sure if that's allowed but if I know Icke that shouldn't be too much of a problem. :) I just completed about a 9 year prison sentence in California and was released towards the end of August of 2019. There is so much to say but don't want to bore you all. I first found David Icke's work in county jail in 2009 and have been hooked ever since and have read most of his major work. Something drew me towards that information which contradicted so much of what most people believe and I think it's because I ultimately knew in a deep place not conscious that something was drastically backwards about the world in many areas. If I could see it, how couldn't the "smartest minds" out there see it? That's when I realized through David's work that trillion elephants in every room in every area of life were due to calculated agendas and they're just getting us to not focus on the elephants through various proven strategies that the "smartest minds" indeed would implement if they're working on that level. I digress. I toured California's 33 prison system complex over the years and the corruption is rampant. At every level there is incompetence and hostility. Of course there are exceptions but the theme there isn't pretty. However, I view my sentence as a necessary step towards my awakening. It's amazing the sycronosities I experienced in my life, ESPECIALLY within prison, in which case there were many occasions I should have clearly died and through "chance" occurrences I slipped out of the situation. This has been happening all my life. I currently have "2 strikes" in a "3 strike and you're out state" and had that 2nd strike by 23 years of age. So..it was time for me to wake up...or give up. I fell into a massive drug habit in prison as well almost up to the day i was released and even though I knew it was time to "wake up", I couldn't get a handle on the drug use in prison once I was in the trap. Drugs are SO prevalent and in your face every day. Call me weak or whatever I just couldn't shake it I was that addicted and the environment was obviously one anyone wanted constant escape from mentally. I feared that pattern of use was going to continue upon release and that I'd have to devote so much time and effort to rehab/N.A but so far I've been driven by a different force and addiction and that's to something bigger I think most of us on this forum can relate to. Prison gave me a unique advantage (we all have unique advantages through various life events if we search for the meaning/lesson) of being removed from society and then being able to "study" society through work such as David Icke's. Imagine being in a video game trying to figure out the video game as opposed to being able to pause the video game and study it for 8 years straight, and then enter the video game. Imagine ALWAYS having lived in the video game never therefore realizing it's a video game! I had nothing but time including a year-long "SHU" sentence (think 24/7 lock-up) in which I had my wonderful family send me loads of information and texts on various subjects (including Icke's work ;) he's always there somewhere close by) and I literally got up at sun-up, ate, made coffee, the read(studied) all the way until sun-down...every day for a year. I nearly lost my mind and hand wrote a nearly 200 page "book" about world events and whatnot and shipped it to my family through 8+ different state supplied envelopes in hopes I could give them this drastically, vitally important information before it was too late! lol :) My intentions were good but my sense of them coming to a level of understanding so quickly and immediately was overestimated as they didn't respond how I'd hoped! Anyways re-entering the world was LITERALLY like being born again in where EVERYTHING was excessively stimulating and brand new. I hugged a tree for a good period just in awe. I can't imagine doing multiple decades in prison. There is SO much more to write but you will be seeing more from me as I get more involved in this community. I can't wait to meet like-minded(or aware) individuals all (maybe not all) with just unique, inspiring, and important levels of understanding as we move into the decade I personally see as the one we will see the greatest levels of advancement and change in so many areas that will be ultimately unprecedented. But some of those changes need to be humans becoming humans again in so many ways. You know what I'm talking about if you at all in touch with your heart. Or mind even...as I come into the world again the agenda is so damn obvious that it blows me away on a day to day basis how asleep a lot of people are. They're dug into this shit real deep it's disheartening. What has been a personal challenge for me is rejection from within my own family. Don't get me wrong, they are the best and were there for me 100% while I was constantly making bad decision after bad decision. But here I am for the past 8+ years researching the world while being completely detached from the world. I must've asked my mom for 7+ David Icke book always waiting for the new release. I hardly put my discoveries in every letter to my family, only in that 200+ page "book" I wrote which no one really read. Then I get released and CONTINUE researching this stuff. Then I found a video for example I thought was SO profound I decided to share it with members of my family. It was the Icke video interview where he talks about the nature of reality. That is the basis for everything in my opinion and opens the door to spirituality and understanding of the world and life. Not much conspiracy in sight. I even stressed the importance of this information to my family in coming to understanding and hopefully maybe even relieving symptoms of depression (which I personally believe is an epidemic caused by everyone's spirit KNOWING the world is backwards and not how it should be. So you're depressed because you're not conscious of the source of the pain and so forth). Anyways nobody gave a damn. After years of research and finally coming across something SO important I decided to share it...nobody saw that as significant. So they either don't believe in me or it's something else I still don't know. But I get slammed at home for example from my dad saying to my grandmother who I hadn't seen in 5 years to "not believe half of what he says because he believes 9/11 was a conspiracy". This makes me walk away to my room and ruminate on negative thoughts. Is the world that fucked up where 30 minutes of research can officially DEMOLISH the 9/11 story and point the finger to the ultimate culprits?? My brother thinks I'm crazy because I believe climate change isn't what they say it is. I don't know where to start because it would take so much information to bring them to a point of understanding about the bigger picture. However I HAVE found a method that I believe is better than "mind". "Heart and Spirit". When you start to operate from there suddenly (I've found) you can better deal with asleep individuals and although your minds might not always meet your hearts can. And I've found that me being in touch with all that has actually drawn family members too me in ways mind could never. People are no doubt drawn to people in touch with spirit and hear and will be unconsciously or consciously drawn to figuring out whatever the hell that person just figured out. So operating from that has been more helpful for me. It's drawn family to me while reading books (The Trigger mainly) and opened up wonderful conversations about everything I wanted to show them before...but now from a place of spirit and heart as opposed to mind which leads to all sorts of negative emotions and what not. It's remarkable the effects of moving to heart has had on my life and in this case in particular which attracted my family to the very information I couldn't attract them to using mind. They didn't dive into the information like I do but it's a clear step in a different direction and I hope it creates a chain reaction where they respect me a little more when I speak about world events and whatnot. The point is the true change came from within. You truly must work on yourself before moving to others so they have see something attractive or otherwise it'll just be more information in a society of so much information already. Anyways I will close this out but thank you for reading and I hope to be back soon and I look forward to a future within this community!
  3. Rebel

    How Long Have You Been/Never Been In Prison?

    This is officially my first post on this forum and I am so excited to be here. Initially I was going to post in the introduction thread but decided on this thread because it represents a significant part of my life that's responsible for changing my entire perception on reality. I just completed about an 9 year prison sentence in California and was released towards the end of August of 2019. There is so much to say but don't want to bore you all. I first found David Icke's work in county jail in 2009 and have been hooked ever since and have read most of his major work. Something drew me towards that information which contradicted so much of what most people believe and I think it's because I ultimately knew in a deep place not conscious that something was drastically backwards about the world in many areas. If I could see it, how couldn't the "smartest minds" out there see it? That's when I realized through David's work that trillion elephants in every room in every area of life were due to calculated agendas and they're just getting us to not focus on the elephants through various proven strategies that the "smartest minds" indeed would implement if they're working on that level. I digress. I toured California's 33 prison system complex over the years and the corruption is rampant. At every level there is incompetence and hostility. Of course there are exceptions but the theme there isn't pretty. However, I view my sentence as a necessary step towards my awakening. It's amazing the sycronosities I experienced in my life, ESPECIALLY within prison, in which case there were many occasions I should have clearly died and through "chance" occurrences I slipped out of the situation. This has been happening all my life. I currently have "2 strikes" in a "3 strike and you're out state" and had that 2nd strike by 23 years of age. So..it was time for me to wake up...or give up. I fell into a massive drug habit in prison as well almost up to the day i was released and even though I knew it was time to "wake up", I couldn't get a handle on the drug use in prison once I was in the trap. Drugs are SO prevalent and in your face every day. Call me weak or whatever I just couldn't shake it I was that addicted and the environment was obviously one anyone wanted constant escape from mentally. I feared that pattern of use was going to continue upon release and that I'd have to devote so much time and effort to rehab/N.A but so far I've been driven by a different force and addiction and that's to something bigger I think most of us on this forum can relate to. Prison gave me a unique advantage (we all have unique advantages through various life events if we search for the meaning/lesson) of being removed from society and then being able to "study" society through work such as David Icke's. Imagine being in a video game trying to figure out the video game as opposed to being able to pause the video game and study it for 8 years straight, and then enter the video game. Imagine ALWAYS having lived in the video game never therefore realizing it's a video game! I had nothing but time including a year-long "SHU" sentence (think 24/7 lock-up) in which I had my wonderful family send me loads of information and texts on various subjects (including Icke's work ;) he's always there somewhere close by) and I literally got up at sun-up, ate, made coffee, the read(studied) all the way until sun-down...every day for a year. I nearly lost my mind and hand wrote a nearly 200 page "book" about world events and whatnot and shipped it to my family through 8+ different state supplied envelopes in hopes I could give them this drastically, vitally important information before it was too late! lol :) My intentions were good but my sense of them coming to a level of understanding so quickly and immediately was overestimated as they didn't respond how I'd hoped! Anyways re-entering the world was LITERALLY like being born again in where EVERYTHING was excessively stimulating and brand new. I hugged a tree for a good period just in awe. I can't imagine doing multiple decades in prison. There is SO much more to write but you will be seeing more from me as I get more involved in this community. I can't wait to meet like-minded(or aware) individuals all (maybe not all) with just unique, inspiring, and important levels of understanding as we move into the decade I personally see as the one we will see the greatest levels of advancement and change in so many areas that will be ultimately unprecedented. But some of those changes need to be humans becoming humans again in so many ways. You know what I'm talking about if you at all in touch with your heart. Or mind even...as I come into the world again the agenda is so damn obvious that it blows me away on a day to day basis how asleep a lot of people are. They're dug into this shit real deep it's disheartening. What has been a personal challenge for me is rejection from within my own family. Don't get me wrong, they are the best and were there for me 100% while I was constantly making bad decision after bad decision. But here I am for the past 8+ years researching the world while being completely detached from the world. I must've asked my mom for 7+ David Icke book always waiting for the new release. I hardly put my discoveries in every letter to my family, only in that 200+ page "book" I wrote which no one really read. Then I get released and CONTINUE researching this stuff. Then I found a video for example I thought was SO profound I decided to share it with members of my family. It was the Icke video interview where he talks about the nature of reality. That is the basis for everything in my opinion and opens the door to spirituality and understanding of the world and life. Not much conspiracy in sight. I even stressed the importance of this information to my family in coming to understanding and hopefully maybe even relieving symptoms of depression (which I personally believe is an epidemic caused by everyone's spirit KNOWING the world is backwards and not how it should be. So you're depressed because you're not conscious of the source of the pain and so forth). Anyways nobody gave a damn. After years of research and finally coming across something SO important I decided to share it...nobody saw that as significant. So they either don't believe in me or it's something else I still don't know. But I get slammed at home for example from my dad saying to my grandmother who I hadn't seen in 5 years to "not believe half of what he says because he believes 9/11 was a conspiracy". This makes me walk away to my room and ruminate on negative thoughts. Is the world that fucked up where 30 minutes of research can officially DEMOLISH the 9/11 story and point the finger to the ultimate culprits?? My brother thinks I'm crazy because I believe climate change isn't what they say it is. I don't know where to start because it would take so much information to bring them to a point of understanding about the bigger picture. However I HAVE found a method that I believe is better than "mind". "Heart and Spirit". When you start to operate from there suddenly (I've found) you can better deal with asleep individuals and although your minds might not always meet your hearts can. And I've found that me being in touch with all that has actually drawn family members too me in ways mind could never. People are no doubt drawn to people in touch with spirit and hear and will be unconsciously or consciously drawn to figuring out whatever the hell that person just figured out. So operating from that has been more helpful for me. It's drawn family to me while reading books (The Trigger mainly) and opened up wonderful conversations about everything I wanted to show them before...but now from a place of spirit and heart as opposed to mind which leads to all sorts of negative emotions and what not. It's remarkable the effects of moving to heart has had on my life and in this case in particular which attracted my family to the very information I couldn't attract them to using mind. They didn't dive into the information like I do but it's a clear step in a different direction and I hope it creates a chain reaction where they respect me a little more when I speak about world events and whatnot. The point is the true change came from within. You truly must work on yourself before moving to others so they have see something attractive or otherwise it'll just be more information in a society of so much information already. Anyways I will close this out but thank you for reading and I hope to be back soon and I look forward to a future within this community!
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